Graduation is tomorrow

So here's where the shit hits the fan. Tomorrow is graduation day, and I am not even a bit excited, is that weird? I did not do my hair, or nails, or anything, I haven't even waxed yet. Is there something wrong with me? I even forgot the rehearsal for graduation was today. I'm starting to think I'm getting alzheimer or something, or even worse, that i've just started suffering of the "I don't give a shit anymore" syndrome.