Life Sucks.
Why my life sucks:
1.My dad is mad at me and wants to take away my apartment, now that I am only 23 credits away from graduation.
2.I don't have money for a car anymore.
3.My fiancee's work is endangered.
4.We cannot marry trough the Catholic Church because I am not confirmed.
5.My dad won't talk to me.
6.I will have no money to spend in Christmas thanks to the Colegio administration.
7.My parents practically kicked me out of the house.
8. I have a test tomorrow that i do't know shit about.
9. The cat refuses to accept the new kitten that was brought on Sunday.
10. I'm hungry and I have to wait until 7:30pm to eat.
11. The only friends I have are too busy so they don't have time to mingle with the undergrads.
12. Adulthood sucks.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Ideas can be dangerous
So the Great Stupid Me, as always, in attempt to keep my family happy, had an idea that in the moment i thought it was agreat idea(but turned out to be a stupid one) To go home for the weekend since i haven't visited home for 3 weeks in a row. What happened is that as always because of the situation of the boyfriend and the wedding that nobody accepts (and nobody helps me with thank you very much) my family has been treating me like shit and I thought that it might be fun and helpful to spend some time with them at home to calm things down a little. What happened? suddenly at home I feel like hollow man, nobody notices my presence and nobody cares about, this causes me to feel a little depressed and not want to come back. Why? because I don't like to be in places where i feel that they are judging me, where they look at me over the shoulder and where they ignore my presence unless they need something. So next time I have another idea like this, I'll tell my boyfriend to knock some sense out of me at any cost, and make me think things twice before deciding that I will do something to please someone else and not because I want to.
So the Great Stupid Me, as always, in attempt to keep my family happy, had an idea that in the moment i thought it was agreat idea(but turned out to be a stupid one) To go home for the weekend since i haven't visited home for 3 weeks in a row. What happened is that as always because of the situation of the boyfriend and the wedding that nobody accepts (and nobody helps me with thank you very much) my family has been treating me like shit and I thought that it might be fun and helpful to spend some time with them at home to calm things down a little. What happened? suddenly at home I feel like hollow man, nobody notices my presence and nobody cares about, this causes me to feel a little depressed and not want to come back. Why? because I don't like to be in places where i feel that they are judging me, where they look at me over the shoulder and where they ignore my presence unless they need something. So next time I have another idea like this, I'll tell my boyfriend to knock some sense out of me at any cost, and make me think things twice before deciding that I will do something to please someone else and not because I want to.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Antique Hunt
Yesterday I went in an Antique Hunt, you know, because I am looking for stuff to my new house and I told my fianceé that I wanted to go around to some flea markets to see what we could find to decorate the house. Well, guess what? I found a mirror mounted in wood just for four dollars for the bathroom and as for the kitchen, I found some antique liquor bottles made out of glass and some candy plates perfect for table decorations and I have to go back, because I saw some creamic pots that were beautiful and the cups that complete the set, also saw a coffe set, made out of glass also that was a total beauty. Oh my God!! I'm having a Martha Stuart syndrome episode!!!!*has a cleaning seizure, then comes back* Well, anyway, in other topics, I may be getting married sooner than I thought, but never fear, college will be finished.Any other important thing to say, oh yeah, the Colegio administration messed up with my scholarship so i had to pay 900.00 bucks in one week in order to pay for my registration so that itwouldn't be cancelled. So officially I'm broke and since i don't have a car, i can't get a job, and even though i have good grades, Colegio won't give matricula de honor so you know, i'll just keep paying and paying and paying until i commit suicide and then blame Colegio for it, to see if that way somebody with power really notices how fucked up that campus is.( The suicide thing is kidding)
Yesterday I went in an Antique Hunt, you know, because I am looking for stuff to my new house and I told my fianceé that I wanted to go around to some flea markets to see what we could find to decorate the house. Well, guess what? I found a mirror mounted in wood just for four dollars for the bathroom and as for the kitchen, I found some antique liquor bottles made out of glass and some candy plates perfect for table decorations and I have to go back, because I saw some creamic pots that were beautiful and the cups that complete the set, also saw a coffe set, made out of glass also that was a total beauty. Oh my God!! I'm having a Martha Stuart syndrome episode!!!!*has a cleaning seizure, then comes back* Well, anyway, in other topics, I may be getting married sooner than I thought, but never fear, college will be finished.Any other important thing to say, oh yeah, the Colegio administration messed up with my scholarship so i had to pay 900.00 bucks in one week in order to pay for my registration so that itwouldn't be cancelled. So officially I'm broke and since i don't have a car, i can't get a job, and even though i have good grades, Colegio won't give matricula de honor so you know, i'll just keep paying and paying and paying until i commit suicide and then blame Colegio for it, to see if that way somebody with power really notices how fucked up that campus is.( The suicide thing is kidding)
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Something to say...
Sitting here, feeling depressed
Thinking, Asking myself:
Why do things get even worse when you think they will get better?
Why are your parents the ones that make you feel more like shit when you already feel like it?
Why do you never get a hug when you need it?
Why do people always say that they know you but when you feel like shit they take it as if was your bitchier days?
Why is it eaier to talk to starngers than to the ones you love?
Why is it always the least expected person the first one to notice that something is wrong with you?
Why do boyfriends decide to be a bitch when you are already feeling like crap?
Why do I waste my time writing something that probably no one will read at least two days from today?
Why would somebody care anyway?
Sitting here, feeling depressed
Thinking, Asking myself:
Why do things get even worse when you think they will get better?
Why are your parents the ones that make you feel more like shit when you already feel like it?
Why do you never get a hug when you need it?
Why do people always say that they know you but when you feel like shit they take it as if was your bitchier days?
Why is it eaier to talk to starngers than to the ones you love?
Why is it always the least expected person the first one to notice that something is wrong with you?
Why do boyfriends decide to be a bitch when you are already feeling like crap?
Why do I waste my time writing something that probably no one will read at least two days from today?
Why would somebody care anyway?
Monday, November 06, 2006
Christmas Wishlist
Finally people I know what to wish for, get ready, here it goes:
*screams and jumps excited*DVD's!!!!!!!
of all kinds,
here are some preferences:
The Golden Choice:
Charmed Season 5 or 6
animated Disney
Gargoyles
Gargoyles "Goliath's Chronicles"
Snow White and the seven dwarves
Sleeping beauty
Fantasia
Leroy and Stitch( this can be cnsidered the third opart of the saga)
japanese animation
Ninja Scroll
Castle in the sky
Spirited away
Princess mononoke
Ranma ½
Grave of the Fireflies
animated series
The justice league
Teen Titans
Statik Shock
Family Guy
Futurama
documentaries
...about ancient Egypt
...about the Victorian era and the Elizabethan period
Romance
Pride and Prejudice (the original version)
Gone with the wind
Love Story
Mexican movies in which Maria Felix stars
any other you think that can make me cry...
Spanish movies
Juana La Loca( this one the Spanish version with english subtitles)
Todo sobre mi madre
Amores perros
La mujer de mi hermano
La fiesta del chivo
That's all i can think about for now, but that's a very broad selection. They don't have to be new people( theDVD's), I myself buy them pre-viewed, a good choice when it comes to buying pre-viewed movies in good conditions is blockbuster.
Any other choice you want to make:
Shirts, adjusted-size S or XS(depends as always on how you see the piece)
shoes- 7½
rings, silver-size 6
figurines, porcelain- kitties or ballerinas
favorite flavors- blueberry, raspberry, chocolate
favorite colors- black, blue, pink, white
jewelry- nothing golden unless you think it is really, really beautiful and that it has to be a must- have in my jewelry box.
favorite brands- baby phat, tommy
That's it. sorry if the post is too long. See'ya.
Finally people I know what to wish for, get ready, here it goes:
*screams and jumps excited*DVD's!!!!!!!
of all kinds,
here are some preferences:
The Golden Choice:
Charmed Season 5 or 6
animated Disney
Gargoyles
Gargoyles "Goliath's Chronicles"
Snow White and the seven dwarves
Sleeping beauty
Fantasia
Leroy and Stitch( this can be cnsidered the third opart of the saga)
japanese animation
Ninja Scroll
Castle in the sky
Spirited away
Princess mononoke
Ranma ½
Grave of the Fireflies
animated series
The justice league
Teen Titans
Statik Shock
Family Guy
Futurama
documentaries
...about ancient Egypt
...about the Victorian era and the Elizabethan period
Romance
Pride and Prejudice (the original version)
Gone with the wind
Love Story
Mexican movies in which Maria Felix stars
any other you think that can make me cry...
Spanish movies
Juana La Loca( this one the Spanish version with english subtitles)
Todo sobre mi madre
Amores perros
La mujer de mi hermano
La fiesta del chivo
That's all i can think about for now, but that's a very broad selection. They don't have to be new people( theDVD's), I myself buy them pre-viewed, a good choice when it comes to buying pre-viewed movies in good conditions is blockbuster.
Any other choice you want to make:
Shirts, adjusted-size S or XS(depends as always on how you see the piece)
shoes- 7½
rings, silver-size 6
figurines, porcelain- kitties or ballerinas
favorite flavors- blueberry, raspberry, chocolate
favorite colors- black, blue, pink, white
jewelry- nothing golden unless you think it is really, really beautiful and that it has to be a must- have in my jewelry box.
favorite brands- baby phat, tommy
That's it. sorry if the post is too long. See'ya.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Totally normal weekend
On friday I never got to go to the mall but we had lunch at El Platano Loco, you should try it people it's realy good. Then we went inside the Aguadilla mall waiting for the traffic to get better and looking for some sneakers that I needed for the YAF (Young Authors Fair). We ended up arguing, I couldn't find the shirt I needed were I was suppossed to get it and almost at eleven in the night ,they called and said that the YAF was cancelled, so I had a bad day because of that but ultimately it was cancelled( What do you think of that?) On Saturday,we got up early, took a shower and went to the pool of the Guajataca Hotel and spent a few hours in a pool they have that is a kind of jacuzzi but it is next to the other pools, there we had a good time, then we had some "piraguas" and went to see of "La Hermita de San Antonio de Padua" Did you knew that this hermita was placed in La Tuna and this was the eleventh town founded in P.R.? I discovered it yesterday. Then we went to la plaza del mercado and bought some plaintains and once we got home I created a new plate i'm proud to call : The Fish Volcano, the volcano is made out of mashed plaintain and the rest of it is made out of grilled fish, and another one called the Fish Surprise, I can't tell you about that one, it's a surprise.It tasted so good that i had to cook twice because my eaters demanded a second round of the plate. After that, we played some MK Armagedon and then went to Wal -Mart to get a purse that I had fallen in love with on friday, by the way, have you noticed that lately Wal Mart cashiers are like brainless robots? If something out of the regular emerges( like a purse without a prize tag) they turn to shit and the line is halted because they don't know what to do. By the way, lot's o'love to the brainless robot that mistreated us at Wal- Mart last night, wishing you the best biatch. Coming back to the topic, we returned home arguing, played some more MK and then went to sleep angry at each other. Sunday, here I am a rotting corpse with lots of college work to do and not wanting to do any. So guess it was a pretty normal weekend, don't you think?
On friday I never got to go to the mall but we had lunch at El Platano Loco, you should try it people it's realy good. Then we went inside the Aguadilla mall waiting for the traffic to get better and looking for some sneakers that I needed for the YAF (Young Authors Fair). We ended up arguing, I couldn't find the shirt I needed were I was suppossed to get it and almost at eleven in the night ,they called and said that the YAF was cancelled, so I had a bad day because of that but ultimately it was cancelled( What do you think of that?) On Saturday,we got up early, took a shower and went to the pool of the Guajataca Hotel and spent a few hours in a pool they have that is a kind of jacuzzi but it is next to the other pools, there we had a good time, then we had some "piraguas" and went to see of "La Hermita de San Antonio de Padua" Did you knew that this hermita was placed in La Tuna and this was the eleventh town founded in P.R.? I discovered it yesterday. Then we went to la plaza del mercado and bought some plaintains and once we got home I created a new plate i'm proud to call : The Fish Volcano, the volcano is made out of mashed plaintain and the rest of it is made out of grilled fish, and another one called the Fish Surprise, I can't tell you about that one, it's a surprise.It tasted so good that i had to cook twice because my eaters demanded a second round of the plate. After that, we played some MK Armagedon and then went to Wal -Mart to get a purse that I had fallen in love with on friday, by the way, have you noticed that lately Wal Mart cashiers are like brainless robots? If something out of the regular emerges( like a purse without a prize tag) they turn to shit and the line is halted because they don't know what to do. By the way, lot's o'love to the brainless robot that mistreated us at Wal- Mart last night, wishing you the best biatch. Coming back to the topic, we returned home arguing, played some more MK and then went to sleep angry at each other. Sunday, here I am a rotting corpse with lots of college work to do and not wanting to do any. So guess it was a pretty normal weekend, don't you think?
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